I LOST 14 POUNDS! Hee hee, I'm so excited. I've always been a chunky girl, even since I was in middle school, thanks to my small bone structure that accentuated every extra pound I carried. I finally got the weight off. I really hope I can KEEP it off, which is my next weight-related endeavor. But I just love leaning over and not having anything bunch up. It's a great feeling! I also love putting on clothes and actually liking the way they look. Mind you, I can't wear ANYTHING. But no one can, really, due to different body types. But I can wear a lot more.

I was so depressed about the way things were going; there are quite a few changes that are pretty traumatic that have been taking place quite suddently and unexpectedly. But I've decided that this is one of those situations where one door closes and another opens. This could end up being the best thing that happens to me in college. It could transform my life into already good to even better--to FREAKING AWESOME.

It's not for sure...but it's looking that way. Either way, I'll be happy. Because I am not going to let life walk all over me. "The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore all progress depends on the unreasonable man."-- George Bernard Shaw

Let's just say I'm unreasonable. If the situation doesn't work...I'll make it! Therefore, I'll be happy no matter what.

Not to mention building something is an incredibly rewarding experience. If it all falls down, it means I have to build it up again. So it'll end up being rewarding.

So good stuff. I'll be happy either way. I can't complain.