The problem with me is my vibes. The ones I put off don't describe me well enough. I've been told by countless numbers of people, and the reactions of others who don't tell me matches the same thing, that I read "good girl." This, of course, is true to some extent. I'm nerdy. I think too much, I read too much, I write too much. I live in my mind too much. I don't do anything to hurt people, I avoid situations that make me uncomfortable, and...I do my own thing. Does that mean I'm good, though? Um, not really.
When people start to get to know me and begin seeing my other side, they are shocked, and openly express just that. I'm perverted. I do get wild from time to time. This can be annoying, because the people that usually approach me are the ones who expect the opposite, and usually hope for the opposite as well. WHY AREN'T THERE ANY NUTSO NERDS OUT THERE LIKE ME?
Sure, I like to talk about religion. But no, I don't want to go to church six times a week like the people in my hall who wanted me to join their Christian cult. (Not that all Christianity is a cult...theirs is, IMHO.) I love discussing intellectual topics, I really do. Does that mean I don't like to get shit-faced and go on walks and have to stop by a bush every five minutes to respond to nature's call? Not at all. Those times are good, too, and I'll never forget them. Ooh, my favorite's when my friends Annie, Amy and I had a swim race...on a wooden floor. I WON! AHAHAHAHAHAH!
Okay, but seriously. How do you put off vibes so people get you the first time they see you, and don't automatically sum you up for just half of you? I guess it's nice that they know half of me...and I'm usually a half-full person instead of half-empty, but my other half is feeling a little neglected! In fact, it's on the verge of starving.
What is a girl to do???
posted by JNP @ 10:03 PM
1 Comments:
Hey there Jess. Thank you for commenting on my blog.
I like what I have read so far. The Vibe that I get from your blog is that you are a genuine individual. Just continue to be true to yourself and your life will be good.
Don't worry how other people perceive you. Many people will make a snap judgment about you, but there are also plenty of people out there who will take the time to get to know you. Those are the people who will be worth surrounding yourself with.
As to the Nutso Nerds that you are looking for. We are out there, but it does seem as if we are few and far between. I also am on the lookout for a wild, perverted Nutso Nerd to spend some quality time with. Are we a dying breed or are we the precursor to an advanced breed of Uber Nerd? I would like to think it is the latter. If it was the former I would think that our numbers would be greater but in a process of decline. Also, believing that the world is soon to be populated with a greater number of socially adequate and acceptable nerds is a sort of utopia for me.
Maybe we should start a society for the tagging and tracking of these Nutso Nerds to get a better idea of their numbers and habits.
Just an idea.
Keep up the entertaining posting, and I will continue to drop on by.
Jared
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