All right, time to recap and mention how ridiculous I feel for writing such a depressing post. I don't usually get that down in the dumps, but I suppose every once in a while I will have to experience that, and that's okay. Considering I don't have to live through emotional turmoil most of the time, my life is pretty damn good.

Not to say I am not still crushed about my situation. I am. But it isn't my sole focal point. Life is too complex for that. Life otherwise is pretty good right now.

And I'm looking at the dawn of this semester as a new day. Not to be cliche or anything, LOL. I know it is cliche, but it is for a reason. It is brand new! My new classes aren't affected one bit by the failures I encountered in my previous classes. I start fresh. I haven't fallen a single step behind as of now. I am right up to date.

In fact, I am ahead, because I started reading my textbooks already.

So yay. This may be the only time in the entire semester that I am ahead--no guarantees. But if it is, then I'd damn well better rejoice while I have the chance! I AM AHEAD! I have NOTHING on my shoulders to worry about right now! It starts--but it's all opportunity at this point. NOT STRESS. I can't turn it into stress, or it will be detrimental to my goal-seeking rather than helpful.

So. Opportunity, and I'm ahead. Good, and good. Life is good.

And I haven't had one cookie yet. Another good thing. I hope that actually does last the entire year.

I haven't worked out every day. I need to do that! Tomorrow. I will work out!

And yeah. I pack up and head back to Fort Collins tomorrow. I live in a different room now, a different semester, different situation. Different life. I believe with all my heart this one will be better.

That's it. If I say anymore, I will be babbling even more. So goodnight to everyone! Oh! And I am staying off any leisure sites or programs during my first school week. That means--no AIM, no email, and no blogs. So I guess I will see you all in a week. With, of course, the report of all my successful studying during the time that I would have otherwise blown playing on the internet.

Au revior!